Alright, I have not posted anything up in awhile, so I am just going to make a quick comment. The past few days, Connor has been such a sweetheart! The moments I have with my nephew make it so that I can't wait to have children of my own. Usually when I want to hold him he will want his mommy the second he sees her, but lately when I hold him, he just relaxes in my arms and cuddles with me. Sometimes I hold him at night just before he goes to bed, but the second he hears or sees Siri, he wants her.
Just the other day, Adelyn and Connor were out playing in the dirt and he had got some dirt in his eyes and just been crying. I told Addie that it was time for tubby and took her and the "screaming cause there is dirt in my eyes" child to the bathroom. By this time, I had already rinsed and wiped the dirt out of Connors eyes, but he kept crying and refused to sit in the tub. I hurried and dumped water on his head to get the dirt out of his hair (thus making him cry more) washed and wrapped in a towel. Well unfortunately he was still crying, but not screaming. (thank the heaven above) I got up to go get his boo, aka:binky, and grabbed his blanky and went back in the bathroom to watch Addie. While holding Conner wrapped in a wet towel and holding his blanky, I decided to calm him some more and start singing whatever came to my head. Just watching him in the mirror get comforted and falling asleep was probably one of the most cherishing moments I have ever had.
The moments I have with my nieces and nephews makes me feel a glimpse to what it feels like to be a mother. I love them as if they were my own and just those little moments I have are good enough for me.




































